by someone for her that makes me cry:
I never met happiness…
Not in the way people think of it…
That common feeling of:"oh I’m so happy"
It always had to be something before it,
Or something after…
Either impossible or too beautiful to be true…
Searching for every remaining bit of me to give away…
Never cared for myself…
Like the child chasing the clouds
Drawing their shapes with a finger
Naming them after people I met…
Until she came along…
And then another and another…
Trying to figure out when this almost
Dervish like lullaby stops…
I'm sick…
Want to get out
But it keeps on spinning
When does the damn thing stop?
I know I entered it myself…
I was the one who paid the ticket
And said to the man behind the wheel
(That they call me) faster…
I said go faster I am bored…
Never believed that it would all of a sudden
Become too fast…
That the spins will become arms trying to
Push me off…
I loved too many people to jump off
Too many of them would be affected by my jump…
So what's left to do?
The only think is put on a childish smile
And grow your own dreams between the waves
Do dizziness that comes from the spinning
And it spins
And spins
Spins
I…
I…
I love u my next big thing…
Not in the way people think of it…
That common feeling of:"oh I’m so happy"
It always had to be something before it,
Or something after…
Either impossible or too beautiful to be true…
Searching for every remaining bit of me to give away…
Never cared for myself…
Like the child chasing the clouds
Drawing their shapes with a finger
Naming them after people I met…
Until she came along…
And then another and another…
Trying to figure out when this almost
Dervish like lullaby stops…
I'm sick…
Want to get out
But it keeps on spinning
When does the damn thing stop?
I know I entered it myself…
I was the one who paid the ticket
And said to the man behind the wheel
(That they call me) faster…
I said go faster I am bored…
Never believed that it would all of a sudden
Become too fast…
That the spins will become arms trying to
Push me off…
I loved too many people to jump off
Too many of them would be affected by my jump…
So what's left to do?
The only think is put on a childish smile
And grow your own dreams between the waves
Do dizziness that comes from the spinning
And it spins
And spins
Spins
I…
I…
I love u my next big thing…
So I build myself rockets…
Since you are my sun i figured i could follow u…
Make that small step for mankind
Resembling a leap for my rotten resembling heart shaped figure
In my chest…
And all the other animals in the background to form my kingdom…
Where eagles fly and scream her name,
Fishes make bubbles in the shape of hearts,
And birds round their necks in shapes of hearts…
But it's not love (of flying or diving in the ocean)
It's shear…
Fascination with the color of your eyes that I call my sky
With the sparkling freckles I call stars
And all the million little things I call you…
And my rocket flies:
»tell my wife I love her very much she knows
Ground control to Major Tom
Your circuit's dead there's something wrong«
Out of control…
And the path reminds me of her
Since you are my sun i figured i could follow u…
Make that small step for mankind
Resembling a leap for my rotten resembling heart shaped figure
In my chest…
And all the other animals in the background to form my kingdom…
Where eagles fly and scream her name,
Fishes make bubbles in the shape of hearts,
And birds round their necks in shapes of hearts…
But it's not love (of flying or diving in the ocean)
It's shear…
Fascination with the color of your eyes that I call my sky
With the sparkling freckles I call stars
And all the million little things I call you…
And my rocket flies:
»tell my wife I love her very much she knows
Ground control to Major Tom
Your circuit's dead there's something wrong«
Out of control…
And the path reminds me of her
of her body
J Doe (anaj)
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